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|Latest Entry:||Truth is beauty, even at its most raw. (9/13/08)|
|Last Seen:||8/15/15 @ 6:37:09 AM PST|
Email: chris at originalityisoverrated dot com
MSN: chriscardinal at msn dot com
|Birthday||July 23rd, 1985|
|disillusioned in one sentence:||I thrive on the unexpected; I strive for the unusual.|
|This here site is mine. I built it. Bare-handed style. I used to have a different bio up here, but I rewrote one for MySpace and decided I liked that one better. So now you have this...
Onward with the old, dry and drab explanation of me. Seriously, trying to convey all of my curious personality traits in a "profile" is completely nonsensical. Nonsense! You'll have to actually talk to me to get any deeper. Your call, really...)
|Where is disillusioned headed,
What is disillusioned doing?
|Into adulthood, trying to discover the person I truly want to be... and the person I truly want to be with...|
|Motto:||If their thoughts wander in my direction, even once, then I've done my job.|
|Turn Ons:||Good music, contentment, Italian food, the simple pleasures of life- smiling, true happiness, the knowledge that someone out there truly loves you, and isn't obligated to... Quiet, moonlit walks on the beach... Cold thunderstorms and hot cocoa... Girls with strawberry blonde colored hair...
So many have taken this literally as more of a "what do I like when looking for a significant other" field; here's my attempt at mine:
The perfect counterpart to me wouldn't be able to be captured in a simple itemized list. Among other qualities, she would have a tremendous, colorful personality, be a bit wild, original, intelligent, affable, a good conversationalist, artistic in one form or another, a lover of music, caring, kind, compassionate, sweet, loving, and just someone who would make me smile with every second spent around her, and who would cause me to feel "that" feeling in my stomach when I was around her, and as I gazed into her eyes.
Physically, although this isn't as important, I *love* strawberry-blonde hair, deep blue eyes that you can lose yourself in, and an altogether nice figure... someone with a great smile that shows itself often, and someone who doesn't cover up her true beauty with layers upon layers of makeup and the like... (Inquire within...)
|Turn Offs:||Life being driven by things outside of my control, mexican food, pickles, emotional instability, teenage angst, inability to control feelings, feeling helpless, frustration, anger, confusion, lacking the sense of where I'm going, the knowledge of who I am...
Back to the girl thing:
Fishnet stockings, goth or conforming-non-conformist-'look-at-me-I'm-original, no-really'-ware, dark eye shadow in excess, ripped pantyhose, trying to be yourself by being everyone else... (an easier way of phrasing the above) Girls who are outspoken about things they already know only they're bothered by, and overly so, the inability to speak properly, lack of intelligence, having to dumb myself down around someone...
|Hobbies, skills, interests:||Drumming... learning guitar... singing... writing short stories, poetry, articles, satire, humor, drama, and the like... coding this site... learning PHP or other web stuff... designing graphic stuff... listening to music... spending time with friends... sleeping... enjoying good food... traveling... working on this site... photography (sorta)... movies... reading... corresponding... human interaction... fulfilling curiosity... learning about everything... meeting new people, et cetera...|
|What am I listening to, watching, or otherwise entertaining myself with?:||I'm presently listening to:
My entire playlist is here:
My favorite songs right now are:
Rivers Underneath (Stavesacre)
Konstantine (Something Corporate)
Freshman (The Verve)
Third Eye Blind (Motorcycle Drive By)
Somewhere In Between (Lifehouse)
Crush (Dave Matthews Band)
Blue & Yellow (The Used)
Bands I love:
Recent Playlist Additions:
Dave Matthews (Central Park)
Something Corporate (new stuff)
Incubus (newer stuff)
Yo Yo Ma
More Postal Service
Paul Oakenfold - At Home in Ibiza (119:06)
Oni Soundtrack - Hurry
Most Listened To Tracks: (Old Method)
Jars of Clay - Frail
Something Corporate - Konstantine
The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
and other bands on my playlist...
I like watching:
Family Guy, Tough Crowd, Daily Show, West Wing, Law & Order (only ocassionally now), Scrubs, Simpsons, Stargate and the like...
Favorite Movies: (In no particular order)
O Brother Where Art Thou
I've memorized Back to the Future... "time to change that oil, pop"...
and more I can't remember...
Oh yeah, and books/periodicals I enjoy:
Catcher in the Rye
the perks of being a wallflower
I've recently read:
Feeling Sorry for Claudia
House of Leaves
Am currently reading:
Psychology, 7th Edition
Macroeconomics, 5th Edition
Nine Tomorrows, by Isaac Asimov
Religions of the World, but only occasionally
The PHP manual
Google News, and its respective sources
Various E2 nodes
Various Calvin & Hobbes, Far Side and Foxtrot books
A book on marketing
Whatever's in front of me...
I need to read more books. Books are good. Especially when you get cute little personal pan pizzas for reading them... Mmm... Pizza-books...
|This page last updated:||11/15/05|